The Night of the Senses – 6 quotes from Thomas Merton’s book – New Seeds of Contemplation
by Mark Votava
1. Slow progress in the darkness of pure faith
“It is more ordinary for the spirit to learn contemplation from God not in a sudden flash but imperceptibly, by very gradual steps. As a matter of fact, without the groundwork of long and patient trial and slow progress in the darkness of pure faith, contemplation will never really be learned at all…”
2. A desert without trees and without beauty and without water
“Let us never forget that the ordinary way to contemplation lies through a desert without tress and without beauty and without water. The spirit enters a wilderness and travels blindly in directions that seem to lead away from vison, away from God, away from all fulfillment and joy. It may become impossible to believe that this road goes anywhere at all except to a desolation full of dry bones – the ruin of all our hopes and good intentions.”
3. The experience of defeat
“…the experience is often not so much one of fulfillment as of defeat.”
4. The shadow of a strange and silent night
“The mind finds itself entering uneasily into the shadows of a strange and silent night. The night is peaceful enough. But it is very frustrating. Thought becomes cramped and difficult. There is a peculiarly heavy sense of weariness and distaste for mental and spiritual activity. Yet at the same time the soul is haunted with a fear that this new impotence is a sin, or a sign of imperfection. It tries to force acts of thought and will. Sometimes it makes a mad effort to squeeze some feeling of fervor out of itself, which is, incidentally, the worst thing it could possibly do. All the pretty images and concepts of God that it once cherished have vanished or have turned into unpleasant and frightening distortions…”
5. Peace lies in the heart of this darkness
“On the other hand they sense, by a kind of instinct, that peace lies in the heart of this darkness. Something prompts them to keep still, to trust in God, to be quiet and listen…; to be patient and not to get excited. Soon they discover that all useless attempts to meditate only upset and disturb them; but at the same time, when they stay quiet in the muteness of naked truth, resting in a simple and open-eyed awareness, attentive to the darkness which baffles them, a subtle and indefinable peace begins to seep into their souls and occupies them with a deep and inexplicable satisfaction. It cannot be grasped or identified. It slips out of focus and gets away. Yet it is there.”
6. Recapture the old consolations that are beyond recovery
“If a man in this night lets his spirit get carried away with fear or impatience and anxiety, he will come to a standstill. He will twist and turn and torture himself with attempts to see some light and feel some warmth and recapture the old consolations that are beyond recovery. And finally he will run away from darkness, and do the best he can to dope himself with the first light that comes along.”
Have you experienced the night of the senses?
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