Holding Tension – 8 quotes from Richard Rohr and Andreas Ebert’s book – The Enneagram: A Christian Perspective
by Mark Votava
“With the Enneagram the point is to call our illusions by name and to unmask them, so that there will be room for real life instead of self-deception.”
2. The inner richness of melancholy
“’Normal’ quiet happiness, of the sort others – apparently enjoy, seems to a FOUR at once attractive and repellent, for that could mean the end of the sweet wistfulness that FOURs need to feel ‘themselves.’ The inner richness of melancholy seems to be more attractive than what others carelessly call ‘happiness’…”
3. Efforts to avoid pain
“Among the life tasks of SEVENs is to get wise to their overhasty rationalizations. They can reach the stage where because of all the planned and organized joy they are no longer capable of rejoicing spontaneously and from the heart. Sometimes they become peculiarly pigheaded and tense in their efforts to avoid pan.”
4. A place of silence
“TWOs, like all heart types and activists, need a place of silence and objectivity, where they can be alone, where they can make friends with themselves and seriously reflect – with their heads, that is. TWOs are inclined to think with their hearts. In their aggressive phases they can, under certain circumstances, switch off their heads altogether…”
5. Inner hiding place
“The temptation of NINEs consists in belittling themselves – especially in their own eyes. At first glance NINEs seem humble. In reality this often conceals false modesty and fear of revealing themselves. Because they are often not very convinced about themselves, they like to stay in the background and cultivate the self-image of not being anything special. They can enter a room and then leave it without anyone taking notice of them. They don’t draw the attention of others to them, and do nothing to make themselves conspicuous. NINES are dependent on others’ noticing them and coming up to them. When this happens, they are surprised (‘Oh, you’ve noticed me!’) and can come out of their inner hiding place.”
6. Regularly retreat to be alone
“FIVEs hate intrusiveness and intruders… FIVEs protect their private spheres like the apple of their eye. FIVEs who live in a community must regularly retreat to be alone and refuel. Most FIVEs find too many people and too much closeness fatiguing and exhausting. They need time for themselves, to order their thoughts and feelings and to focus internally on new encounters.”
7. Being able to laugh at themselves
“ONEs are affable people so long as they don’t take themselves too seriously. The way out of their predicament always consists in relativizing themselves and thus freeing themselves from their false self. The greatest freedom of ONEs lies in being able to laugh at themselves, because they see that their own perceptions are only part of the total picture.”
8. Holding a very real amount of tension
“If we are unwilling to live askew for a while, to be set off balance, to wait on the ever spacious threshold, we remain in the same old room for all our lives. If we will not balance knowing with a kind of open ended not knowing – nothing new seems to happen. Thus it is called ‘faith’ and demands living with a certain degree of anxiety and holding a very real amount of tension.”
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